IM SIAN TO THE MAX LIAO! WHAT A NICE CHRISTMAS EVE I HAV THIS YR!! I LOVE IT..T_T so lonely..urgh..i hate this feelin!!!!!! im pathetic..boohoo


lazy update.jus update on the MOST recent de which is..................


today-fri
went to sec 1 registration..gt performance..7 must reach..sian diao..den reach liao only saw one of my senior..pathetic sia..so alone..lolx..-.-..den more n more ppl come le..went to the hall wan help carry yangqin but door not open yet..den went up n down up again..go change den sit there wait wait wait..den me n shurong went human hunting..hahax..spotted a really tense gal..she's so cute..den perform..wait again..diao..principal talk alot..hahax..den change back find winnie jiu went mac eat..wahahahx..i didn eat mah..den played winnie's food..LOL!..hahax.so fun..den i mix the butter with cream sugar salk chilli jam n pepper..WAHAHHAAX..n IT"S SMELLY..LOL!..hahax..ppl will think fuhua ppl are sicko..INDEED..LOL!=P



gona update le~


thurs
at night suddenly received a call that that night going to kl le..so pack pack..jiu went jb..den proceed to kl..as expected..we crap on the way..and it's lame till can freeze there that type..it was a long long long journey..n i sit till my butt gona break into two liao..=X.LOL!everytime go there my butt also suffer..ke lian nor..LOL!.hahax..abt 1 plus wan 2 oclock den reach..still went supper sia..blurp..full..den went slp


fri
wake up early..den go eat bak kut teh..breakfast..den went shopping..wahahahahhxax..shopping means can buy thingss!..WHEEEE..den went to the shopping mall near sunway there..n i was damn excited initially..but but but but but but..we shop for SEVEN HOURS!!!..cant u imagine..walking in the shopping mall for seven hours..OMG!..record sia..my leg was lik breakin liao..but the adult lik no feelin lidat de lehx..still continue shop..shop till so shuang sia them..den me my cousins n dad was lik..waaaa chairss..CHIONG AR..n stick our butt on the chair..LOL!..that's the shoppin I DID..LOL!..haxa..den gt one time no chair..but very tired..go sit at the merry go round de horse..den sit liao..suddenly gt music come out..den my cousin n i immediately jump down sia..lik spring lidat..coz we tot it will really go round n round n round n round..due to the "noise" tat we had made..surrounding de ppl was lik lookin at us as if we are freak..ARGGH!..dug a tunnel immediately n crawl inside..-.-..hahax..denden..was half dead liao..sit in the car..tot going home le..butbut..went to eat instead..EAT..lolx..den went to one aunt home..den very sian wan go home..my uncle also wan go home liao mah..so he drive us home..here comes the scary part..the journey frm there back home shld be around 45 min lidat..BUT 30 min jiu reach home liao..coz my uncle was speeding..i kp watchin the speedometer..starin at it to be exact..coz i think the max is 180..den i watch the needle..pooommmm..gona max liao gona max liao..den me n my cousin was lik..going crazy liao..coz it's damn fast..den max..max le.den turn also didn slow down..still max..heart gona jump out liao..lolx..it's such a scary sight..lucky i still manage to reach home..SAFELY..denden..here's another scary thing..urm coz gt alot of children mah..den all the adults all at the 1st floor chatting happily..den their children all leave to us..denden..duno if my shirt kana stained with honey which seems rather impossible coz i jus bathe..the kids jus keep stickin to me..there goes.. peishing jie jie peishing jie jie..going bonker liao..there was abt 5 or 6 children lidat..OMG!!.I WAN PEACE..my cousin also kana tio..lolx..pathetic us..den we were lik ying chou them awhile..den really dead liao..very tired..n i duno how my cousin cheat them go out of the room for awhile..=X..den quickly lock the door..den lock the toilet door also..coz is two room one toilet that kind de mah..if didn lock the toilet door they can come inside the room frm another room..den we quickly act slp..-.-..LOL!..but not our house scare kana scolded go unlock the toilet door..tou tou mo mo..lolx..tip toe-in to the toilet..part time thief..PATHETIC AR..lolx..den lie there continue our marvellous acting..denden..that grp of children..keep bangin the door..n shout..peishing jie jie peishing jie jie peishing jie jie..NON STOP..why my name??..n it's lik im dead lidat..n they are askin my soul to come back lidat..LOL!urgh..im soft hearted..wana go open door..but kana stop by my cousin..thanks to her..lolx..they went off after what seems lik a thousand years..LOL!..coz they gg back le..my peace life return?..NO!..3 people sleep on the floor mah..one blanket..den i slept at the corner near the bed..just below the bed..denn..i was kana squeeze to the dead end by my cousin..n she snatch the blanket..n i had nonE!..freezing cold..n i can only use a pathetic small portion of blanket FRM the bed..i jus pull frm the bed..LOL!..hahax..lik beggar sia..part time beggar also..duhh


sat
went to eat again..urm..bak kut teh again..-.-..hahax..aft that went sunway lagoon..one of my cousin..name nicole..frm the grp last night stick to me again..n she was practically pulling me here n there..n swinging my hand..stepping my leg..LOL!..coz i played with her.lol..due to some reason..so damn suay..go to sunway also cant play..i wana jump into the water..T_T..so wu nai sia..haix..den go walk walk with my aunt plus parents..then sit there watch..urgh..i can only watch..URGHHHHHHHH!!!!..WHYYYYY!..eyes popping out liao..haix..den went to walk the bridge..the yao qiao..the one that will shake de..lik the one in sentosa..but there de is much much much much longer n higher..it look scary..but NOPE..wahahhax..im brave ya?..LOL!..whee..after that went to the some sort of cave?..see the stones..crystal i mean..LOL!..hahahx..den went to eat i think..seafood..crab those kind..yummy yummy..den very cham lehx..nicole sat next to me..den if she wan eat crab i will need to crack the shell n tak the meat to her..-.-..BUTT!..luckily..hehhehheh..she dun wan..wahahahhahax..mwak..lolx..den eat liao..went home..den history repeated..sian diao..this time victim gt 2 only..me n my cousin again..there come one grp of children..attackin us..they kp kuji-ing us..-.-..n becoz they very excited..they will swing their hands..den accidentally hit dao me..n wow..so hard..LOL!..hahax..children duno how to control the strength?..lOL!..hahax..den after a while really buay tahan liao..faster chiong to the toilet n hide..refugee sia..part time again..diao..den there goes..banging the door..both sides..urgh..crazy liao..den when one side no ppl quickin chiong to downstairs hide..BUT KANA FOUND N BROUGHT BACK UP N KANA "TORTURED"..diao..MAMAMAMAMAMA..but i kinda escape again..n caught again n escape n caught..tiring de lehx..den go master bedroom..sit there watch tv..hahax..den went out..arrrrrrrr...scary~..lolx..den dun care i jus sleep there..lOL!.hahax..n it's 2 plus lehx..mai siao siao..very tired de..den they auto leave me alone..wahahhahahax...so NICE of them..lol..they r cute anyway..


sun
time to go back..went to eat dian xin..yummy..hahax..but not full lehx..went back..watch vcd..den the adult sneak out sia..-.-..JIAN!..hahax..actually not sneak out la..BUT didn inform us jiu consider is sneak out..lame..lolx..hahax..bought food for us to eat..food again..im getting fatter..wheee..den jiu went back..took the wrong way..ended up needing more time den will reach..den my cousin sleep beside me..den he suddenly move sia..not move..is HIT me..somemore gt learn wushu de..nearly vomitted blood sia..he still duno he hit me..T_T..still sleepin happily..sobb..denden..8 plus den reach jb..reach singapore is abt 10 plus liao..nnnnnnn the moment i reach home..i found out that I LOST MY CHARGER..call my aunt both also say their house dun hav..argh..damn suayy..sob


part time thief part time beggar part time refugee part time babysitter..WHERE'S MY PAY?!..LOL!=P






10月18我生日這一天
蠟燭熄滅後浮現你的臉
你說祝我生日快樂
但還有話掛在嘴邊
你說你身邊多了一個他
之後傷人的話你不想講
你說你會懷念或紀念
謝謝你 我該說聲感謝

我不屑紀念這一天我們分別
我不屑懷念你的嘴喊著抱歉
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺 一點殘缺

我不屑紀念這一天我們分別
我不屑懷念你的臉慾止又言
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺
我不屑紀念這一天我們分別
我不屑懷念你的嘴喊著抱歉
我後來發現 你的側臉
只是我腦子裡面的一點殘缺 一點殘缺

忘了說 抱歉的是我才對


whenever u are down
always remember:

u are braver than u believe

stronger than u seem

n smarter than u think

keep on smiling




im braver than i believe
stronger than i seem
smarter than i think
i'll keep on smiling~ i'll try
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BOOHOO~~ im in the state beyond human habitation now..LOL!..nah exaggerating la..well just exactly below my house..ppl are renovating their house..heard frm my mum there will be a new owner..WHICH MEANS..most part of the house are to be replaced with new ones.. it seems to be true ya..whereever i go i can feel the vibrations below..they just keep DRILLING N KNOCKING KNOCKING N DRILLING N KNOCK N DRILL DRILL N KNOCK..the main point is.....they started drilling so early man..10 plus..GOD IM STILL SLPING DE?..panda eyes emerging le?..guess so..N u know..especially the 1st day..they drilled almost the whole day and i keep needin to adjust the volume of the tv ESPECIALLY those with no subtitile lik yu le bai fen bai..voulme 30 also cant hear properly sia..well..as u all know..over exposure to noise with HUGE decibels can cause deafness, fatigue n more stress..any1 would lik to lend me a hand?..urnm..lend me a house to be exact..LOL!..anyway..if u guys saw me walkin lik a zombie with no expression or what..it's partly because of the renovation..n if i cant hear what u say..pls forgive me..lalalala..


AND IM STARTIN TO HATE PHYSIC LE!!!
so difficult sia..5 qns only know how to do 1..PATHETIC AR!!..my physic result sure die liao..


BOOHOO~


here i come~


thurs
kana forced to go sentosa..to be translator..duh..coz my aunt they all come mah..mum wan bring them to sentosa play..but she duno eng..pathetic me sia..diao..my eng also not very good mah..urmm..forced to wake up again..-.-..mum say they very early jiu come liao..who knows wait till 12 plus..they still at jb..diao..yuan lai my mum de very early is 12..anyway..urm..went out..go je..sun bian go return library books..den wait for them..wait ar wait.........................reached..den go board bus to sentosa..damn sian sia..reached le..went to the butterfly duno what..haahaax..crap on the way..first step in all is those fossil or wat seems lik stones to me only..LOL!..kana cheated liao la MAMA..lol..den walk further in..more interesting things..denden..went to fort siloso..sian place..only the tunnel very nice only..eerie eerie de..I LIKE~..LOL!..hahaax..there at night go then fun la..next went to beach..den go the skytower..spin spin up..see the scenery..lol..sounds wu liao hor..IT IS..LOL!..hahaaax..go inside suntan only..the sun so bright sia..see what sai..hahahaa..denden..went to urmm..images of singapore..not bad..alot things to see..the la ren..all look lik ghost..very eerie also..if u walk alone..alot of mirror..hahax..i was lik..waaa mirror..chiong to the mirror.LOL!..but my mum pull me away..say cannot lidat..scary~..lolx..hahaax..after that went merlion..duno go there how many times liao..maybe a dozen?..thousand?..sian diaoo..urm..den MAKAN TIME!!..WHEE..i was damn hungry that time..hopin tat i can just grab anything and put inside my stomach..mayb the dead butterflies that i saw initially?..it look so delicious..crunchy maybe??..LOL!..den eat liao..jiu go see the musical fountain..dad came..see till can memorise the script liao lor..watch too many times liao..mayb i can be the mc..guys..look out for me k?..LOL!..lalalalax..after that my dad drove..den go to clake quay or what..let them see the puking water merlion plus the super extraordinary gigantic housefly eyes..den actually wanted to go lao pa sa for supper..but on the way..accident.wasehh..suddenly everything happens sia..what the heck i toking..i mean..everything happens so fast..i still duno what happen..i knocked my head..den my cousin sitting in front of me..he jus piak..banged into me..LOL!..hahax..den leg kana scratched by duno wat thing..leg was somehow stuck duno where..sounds lik a serious accident right?..urm well..according to my dad..he was driving driving..den in front actually no car de..one car suddenly pop up infront..den my dad brake..n lucky my dad brake in time..or there will be a serious accident liao..the door of the other car is bend..denden..aiyah..duno la..this kinda things i duno de..lolx..aee..denddenn..my dad go settle with the driver..den went home..den my aunt came to fetch us to jb..off i go~..kana forced again..sian diao sia..sobb


fri
in jb le..went to the citysquare..watch movie..with 4cousin 1 cousin friend..well..went with my mum n aunt but went our separate way..went to eat 1st..den go buy ticket..narnia..woott..singapore haven show jb jiu show liao..WAHAHAHAHAX..the next show was 3 plus..but left damn infront de seats only..in the end brought the tickets for 4 plus de show..n that time was only 1 or 2 o clock..how are we gg to spent our time man???..well..wander around aimlessly in the shopping centre..n jus walk here walk there..wander here..wander there..till 4 plus..den went in the cinema..n damn..IT WAS SO COLDD!!..i was shivering lik hell.fingers all numb liao..but the movie very nice!!!!!..funny..n entertaining..n touching too..actually dropped a few drops of tears..wahh..emotional lehx..*clap*..really very nice..must go watch ar..narnia..hahaax..denden..after the whole show it's already 7 plus liao..took a taxi home..6 ppl lehx..cant squeeze la..so wait for another taxi..sian diao..urmm..backed to house..all waiting for us..go to the groom house..got buffet..wahahahaahhahahahahahax..EAT AR..WAHAHAHAHAX..so nice..but sian..so many ppl..crowded..den went outside...lean on the car..den go the garden play play..but kana scared by a "fake" milipede..diao..to think that we still scream so loud n just jump on the bench..what a stupid sight..LOL!..aha..den crap chat crap chat..went home..slept..but damn unlucky sia..u know right..got alot ppl..so many rooms also not enough..so many ppl must squeeze inside one room..according to my memory..there was 7 ppl in the room that i was..den i slept just below the aircon..in the middle of the night..water come drippin n drippin and DRIPPIN!..so damn suay man..the aircon lou sui..diao..then i wake up is half body wet de..LOL!hahahaax..too tired liao..didn notice that..DIAO!!..


sat
went to the groom house again..gt buffet again..but ate breakfast initially le..dendennnn..went to somehow shop with my cousin plus parents..coz they wan buy duno what winter wear de stuff la..duno la..if im not wrong is wei sheng yi...den went to one place.."sorry..here dun hav what u wan..u can go to blah blah blah to find"..den went to citysquare again..the carpark i mean..LOL!..hahax..den went opposite the shoppin mall de street find..walk ar walk..find ar find..dun hav..den go ask..for another place near there de..dun hav..den walk walk find find..den suddenly just rain sia..n the rain was fallin lik OMG..SO HUGE..LOL!..hahahax..but we no umbrella..den the car is in the opposite shopping mall outside..so we CHIONG AR..when reached the shoppin mall..we were all drenched frm head to toe..so cold~..reach the carpark..so hot~..diao..hahahax..denden..went home..played with the kids..den went to the wedding dinner liao..it was supposed to start at 7..but 8 or 9 den start..diao..was damn hungry sia..hua ren mah..always late de..but i didn know can late till this extent sia..tsk tsk..den finally can start liao..was craving for food..but tat duno what restaurant gt what food ceremony..all those take the food..den walk here walk there..den light candle..den all gather on stage WITH THE FOOD STILL ON THEIR HAND.{ain it suppose to be on our table for us to eat?}..den they slowly walk down..den put on our table..walau..those stuff damn redundant de lor..look stupid sia..seems lik they hav nong qiao cheng zhuo liao..{i deserve some clap ae?}..well then eat n drink drink n eat n go to the toilet for duno how many trips liao..LOL!..hahax..i ate ALOT!..WAHAHAHHAX..gt shark fin..n lorts..yummy..hahax..den finished..went home..den sleep..in the living room..cause too many ppl liao..actually watchin harry potter de..coz i missed it..but too tired liao..jus at the beginning jiu fall asleep liao..den the tv was switched on whole day..lolx..


sun
went to my another uncle house..celebrate my ahma birthday..wahhahax..gt steamboat..ate abt 3 rounds sia..whahahax..bu fei cai guai..LOL!..den celebrate celebrate..not my bdae still gt present sia..LOL!..WAHAHAHHAHAX..I LIK I REALLY LIK!..LOL..den as time goes..less n less ppl liao..coz most of them went home le..den very tired..go to the room wan slp..but who knows..so many kids..diao..play in the room..den climb up the bed..shout here shout there..somemore fight sia..omg..THEY ARE DISASTER!..LOL!..but their way of thinkin very weird la..sounds funny..in the end..i didn get a single bit of slp..pathetic me..they indeed are disaster..children seem scary to me now..urm..i lik babies..not children..LOL!crapp..ar well..4 plus went back singapore..BUT i still cant slp on my bed yet..sobsob..coz one of my relative came..so need to let them slp my room..my precious comfortable bed..OMG I MISS MY BED!..


LALA..-.-..hahaax..gona update what happen yesterday..other days all spent rotting..wahahahx


going to causeway to watch chicken little that day..wagaggax..shiok ar..urm well..ruying came knocking on my door at 10 plus..n luckily im awake by then..if not she will need to knock till her bone shatter...so i've saved her?..MUAHAHAX! THANK U THANK U..ying xiong jiu mei again..buay tahan sia..im a hero..-.-..gona meet winnie at 11 outside je popular n proceed to bukit batok to meet shurong at 11.30..however..on our way out..shurong said she not going le..cause she gona take care of her sick grandma..filial sia..but geked..everytime cant go out with her de..last time go lot 1 also lidat..now also lidat..conclusion : we no fate..LOL!..ae..waited for bus..came..but didn board..coz CONFIRM winnie late de..so man man lai..lolx..well..one fortunate bus came n we board it..hahaax..n once again..i feel like vomitting..darn..blasting music lik hell..ke lian de ruying she talk to me i just nod my head or say a few words..but she was some sort of excited when i told her i wana puke?..dot..hahaa..denden..reached..ran to the toilet n vomitted my heart small intestine n lung plus kidney out..-.-..hahaax..kiddin~..received a call frm winnie say she will be late coz of some reason..WAHAHAX..bo bian go popular walk walk AGAIN..urghh..phobia to popular liao..i suppose i can close my eyes n walk walk without banging anything le..after duno how many mins finally winnie came le..her face full of wana die liao expression..n she seems so down..oh god..gona act baichi again..lol..hahax..jk..ah well..on the way to mrt..saw rong jie..jian gui le~..n his expression hahahhahahhahahhax..so funny sia..dor..board the mrt n here comes the fu lu shou..hahaax..lalalala..silent throughout..LOLX!..was lik acting mo ju sia..n duno why my head seems attracted to the glass or what of the mrt sia..keep knockin..DOT..become idoit liao la..or am i?..-.-..reached..went to the cinema buy ticket 1st..7th storey..so high sia..den so suay the lift spoilt escalator also spoilt..so need to climb the stairs..LOL!!!..hahax..bet u all dun believe..n BINGO..it's not true..crap..urm..after that went to kfc eat..n crap..wahahahax..so much fun crapping sia..must try!..one stormy night..in a room...n it goes on..hahax..denden.went to shop..7 storey leh..but we very fast jiu finish shoppin liao..call us wonderwomen!..ahax..den winnie go buy popcorn chicken smuggle inside cinema..den watch lor..it was quite funny..alright la..quite nice overall..gt one part is urm..when they are havin lesson..learnin sheep language..den the cher ask them translate the word 'you' to sheep language..so is baaa..den 'we' baaa..'us' baaa..all the way is baa baaa..lOL!..that's funny..laugh lik siao..hahax..cant say the whole story out..later if u all wan to go watch jiu not nice liao..ahax..after that went to tak neo..saw rong jie again..really JIAN GUI LE..RUN FOR UR LIFE..lolx..so coincidence sia..saw him at je..den saw him again in causeway..following us right..LOL!..hahax..obviously not..lol..den saw wanrong yifeng n another 2b girl..waaa..hahaax..denden..after that went home le lor..luckily didn puke sia..hahax..if not all the things i ate all wasted..den lose 5kg..den I DIE AR..hahaax..boo


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